wait till you fuckers see why I’ve been so busy
give me winter wonderland lulu or give me death
hi everyone. i have been trying to get my wisdom teeth out for a long time now, and have been running into a lot of trouble. they’re so bad now that they’re causing swelling, infection and fever, and sometimes the pain is so intense it drives me to tears, and it is increasingly difficult to eat, sleep, or even talk. after being turned away from a dental school, i finally have a surgery scheduled for december 6th in clear cut terms. i paid for the first consultation, and my boyfriend and a friend put down $900 towards the surgery. but this still leaves me $1500 in the hole, and if i don’t have it by december 6, i’m shit out of luck. i don’t have a job aside from freelancing art, and my credit is too shabby to get a carecredit card.
please help me. please. i am so desperate. i have a commission page here and all slots are open. my email and paypal is firstname.lastname@example.org . donations are very, very appreciated but please don’t feel obligated ;;
i can draw icons, stained glass, lots of stuff.
please help me, even signal boosting would be really appreciated. i am really scared of trying to raise $1500 in 3 weeks but hell if i’m not going to try my best.
thank you very much for taking the time to look and read all of this. i really appreciate it. ♥
I’ts been a really long time and I’ve had a couple people asking after me, so I figure now is as good a time as any to update this ol’ blog (especially since I was originally going to in december, wow I’m a dick)
Right now I’m not in school, but I’m working around 30 hours a week, making some pretty rad sandwiches and opening the line. I hate getting up early for work but it gives me a sense of direction and that alone is amazing. I feel like I have a purpose again. I’m still with my boyfriend and on weekends (and lets be honest, weekdays too) we play an absolutely exorbitant amount of League. Tonight we’re going to get into a group call and listen to our friends collectively shit themselves over harrowing skins.
I have a lot of big changes coming my way in the next year and it’s both exciting and terrifying. I can’t wait to meet them head-on, as daunting as it may be.
I miss everybody and I am so, so sorry for steadily breaking contact with you all over the past year. At some point this year, tumblr and maintaining everything became a large source of anxiety for me and I needed to step back and sort out my life. I’m sure I’ve hurt some feelings and burned my share of bridges, and I feel awful about that, but sometimes you need to be able to take care of yourself before you can take care of other people. I did what I needed to do.
I’m not ready to jump head-first back into these relationships, but I love everybody and I miss everybody, and I think about you all almost everyday. I’m sorry.
Sometimes I miss tumblr, too, and I’ve been thinking about starting to post a little bit again, even if it’s just filling up my queue. I might start doing that, even if I’m not ready to be 100% back yet.
tldr; I needed to step back and take care of myself. I am gr8 and hope everyone else is too <3
how do you write posts that say what you need them to and do feelings without being 92837482634 pages long, I have no idea
the more I try to condense it the longer it gets
I give up, time to do thing
downsides to sailor boyfriend:
upsides to sailor boyfriend:
i JSUT WANT HANJI TO BE REALLY SUPPORTIVE OF THE KIDS AND LEVI TO BE REALLY JEALOUS AND FEEL LEFT OUT OK BYE